fuck my life.
i live my life, every second, every minute, every hour, every day of my life, getting pushed around and being used by the people around me. i get taken advantage of so fucking easily that it's not even fucking funny. i can't stand how people take my trust and gratuity for granted, knowing that i'll probably do just about anything for them because i feel bad, or because i'm too nice, or just because i don't even fucking realize that i'm being used.
why is it that, i feel like i can't trust anyone anymore? why is it, that the people around me disappoint me this much when i realize just how much i'm being used? i really don't know, what to think of my friends anymore. i'm so grateful for them being there for me during the times when i need them most, but if they're only there because i can pay for them, or give them answers, or whatever, then fuck that.
i don't want that.
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